Nothing beats a litte bit of reading before heading off to bed after a night of studying.. Well, actually reading in bed does, haha!

This book is seriously the best book ever written; it's definitely one of the greatest love stories. And that's the reason why it's my favorite. 

If you haven't read it, you definitely should!

Good night/good morning (confusion on that part haha)

 

I spent the day with my books and family, and had a nice day in - sometimes its very needed, specially on birthdays (I'd rather do something cosy at home then go out wearing an uncomfortable outfit haha - well, sometimes). 

 

Since it's my mothers birthday, we celebrated her with dinner and cake - obviously a present as well! Even though a present doesn't necissarily need to be something material, it's nice to recieve something you wouldn't get yourself from time to time. Specially mothers, since they tend to think about everyone else before they think about themselves and their needs.

 

Happy birthday mom. We all love you dearly ♥

 

Good morning lovelies!

It's such a beautiful day today and I've got a list of things to be done - ugh. But for now I'm going to enjoy the gorgeous weather from the kitchen windows and have my delicious smoothie (perhaps a bit cold to have breakfast outside). 

I totally had a smoothie for breakfast today as well - they're very refreshing! The downside is that I won't have them when I've got early morning classes since they're not very quick to prepare (I usually have my breakfast on the go on mornings like that). 

The plan for today?

I just want to finish up studying, have a delicious cup of tea (a friend got me new flavores a couple weeks ago and I have yet to try them!), and watch a movie. 

Perfect Friday. 

I love smoothies; you get all the nutrients from many fruits served in one drink - delicious and great for your body! 

 

Well, that and the fact that the weather is increadible today is awesome! It makes you want to go to the beach or have a barbecue - love it! Let's pray that it won't go grey on us anytime soon. 

 

Now I'm off to prepare for my upcoming exam. 

 

 

 

Nothing beats home baked goodies, mojitos and friends. It truly is one of the best ways to celebrate, well, life - I think we don't celebrate our friendships enough.

 

Mona and I spent hours baking two weeks ago - sounds way too difficult than it was - and thankfully it turned out to be delicious, at least that's what we were told.

We served mini pizzas, sandwiches and desserts and we even wrote some dorky signs on each baked goodie, just to clarify what it was - as I said, dorky.

 

Oh and I'm totally craving the peanut butter cups - they taste exactly like Reese's; heaven!

I finally removed the shellack (using acetone and foil - super easy!), and painted my nails with a grey-ish color that resembles the color of blue-tack. I have yet to decide if I like it or not. 

I tried taking a picture of my nails, but since my hand looked awkwardly big and child-looking (?) in every single picture, I (actually you) needed the filter to make it look kind-of-acceptable - well, at least at the very edge of being acceptable (making everything so dramatic, but what's new?).

 

Anyhow, the reason for this post wasn't to discuss my awkward hand or blue-tack nails. I simply found myself very un-motivated, but had to (still have to) finish a couple excercises. Since I always watch a movie/tv-show/listen to something (obviously something I've watched before to not get distracted) when I study (otherwise I get bored and will have a break every five minutes), I have to suggest watching Legally Blonde if you're in the same situation. It's great for motivation! 

 

xox,

Laila

 

The reason for the somewhat weird(er) looking blog-design is because of my current work on a new blog-design (well, more like changing up a design I like - easier said than done!). 

 

xox,

Laila

 

Because of my horrendous sleeping schedule, I'm watching the Vampire Diaries and having delicious tea in the hopes of getting tired - and falling asleep!

 

Don't mind my horribly grown out nails though (my thumb doesn't look half as bad as the rest of them!). Perhaps this picture will motivate me enough to fix them.

 

I've tried writing this post way too many times this past week, and somehow, I couldn't bring myself to post it.

Maybe because I was ashamed for allowing myself, even for a brief moment, to feel less about myself. 

But isn't that how we function?

Someone tells us that we're not beautiful enough for them, or for the society we're living in, and we believe them or question ourselves.

 

When it strikes, people will either start whispering about the situation you've been awkwardly placed in, pity you or assure you that you're good enough. It's like you're walking around with a big stamp that says 'feel sorry for me'.

That's worse than being told that you're not good enough.

 

To answer the questions above; you're more than good enough, it's society that's ugly. Beauty comes in different colors, shapes and sizes - that's what makes beauty beautiful. 

If someone has a problem with that, so what? One person might think you're the ugliest person alive, while another might think you're gorgeous. And if someone wants to, for some reason, tell you that you should do this or that to make yourself more desireable, screw them!

 

If they couldn't have the decency to at least tell you whatever they want to change about you (which is bisarre!) in private (and not publicly where everyone could clearly hear them), you shouldn't pay any attention to their sharp words. Because in this situation, the same person have tried breaking other people down as well, but never succeeded. I mean, bullies have issues of their own, that they take out on people - or more like attack in this case. The best thing to do is smile and walk away. I won't change myself to satisfy others, and neither should you.

 

Isn't there a saying that says if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all?

Because I am beautiful, and so are you ♥

 

 

This is the second incense (scented stick sounds better, but hello new word!) I've burnt today. I simply love the scent of it!

Along with scented candles and delicious body sprays (that I spritz in my room), it makes a great atmosphere for studying - or relaxing (or both). Well, you should be pretty relaxed while studying, to make it less stressful.

 

Now I'm going to hunt some more scents down! (now a.k.a tomorrow/in a year)

Wish me luck! (as if I'm applying to the military..)

Oh the sarcasm..

 

 

Another year has passed by - quickly, I might as well add.

It has been a year of great laughter and greater cry. I've learnt valuable lessons and made new friendships. But most importantly, I've enjoyed life to its fullest and gotten to know myself.

 

Although the previous year hasn't been my year in that specific definition, I've been blessed with a life filled with amazing people, that I'm truly honored to call friends and family - which has been the greatest gift.

 

This brings me to my new years resolution which I, for the first time in a thousand years, am left without!

I decided that my only resolution is to just be, and whatever this year is to bring, it will and I'll leave it be. Life isn't supposed to be perfect, which I've previously tried to make of it; it's supposed to be beautiful, and beauty isn't perfect.

 

With those words, I wish you a beautiful twentyfourteen ♥

Love,

Laila 

 

 

 

I just got home from a fun evening with gorgeous ladies and delicious food - a big thank you! ♥

 

Sometimes, a joyful night with people you love is more than enough to cheer you up and turn that frown upside down. Taking a moment from your oh-so-busy (not really) day to be thankful for everything and everyone in your life is one thing I'll definitely put more pressure on doing - it really makes you happy!

 

 

 

 

I didn't go to the Isabel Marant x H&M release. The reason for it isn't that I didn't like the collection. It's beautiful. But it's nothing I'd actually wear - take the Margiela x H&M shirt I got as an example. I've worn it, maximum, thrice. Doesn't that say it all? 

 

Bottom line is that even though you might find something to be eager about at one point or another, life gives you a reality check and it turns out that it wasn't something you could benefit from - which is great, if you ask me. Because after all, life isn't only black and white, we've got our greys as well.