» I’M ENGAGED

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Sooo I’m engaged. 
It’s been almost two months now and I’ve just  landed in being engaged (and staring at my ring). The whole process was such an emotional roller coaster, obviously with happy peaks. But seriously guys how do you stay sane in the whole party planning process? 

We kept the engagement party small with only family. And I got lots of help (diy projects) from my parents. My dad painted the chairs and my mom made my backdrop (a flower "wall"). Even the fiancé , A, (still so weird using that word) helped out. He made block letters that we spray painted gold and displayed on the fire place along with fairy lights. We used lights everywhere.. 
The day was perfect. 

But you know how everyone says that you keep paying attention to small details that are so minor and so pointless but you just can’t get them out of your head? Well, that’ was me.  

Now we need to start planning the katb ktab (ceremony) and wedding reception and I have no idea where to start.  There are so many cute venues and so many months that I can think of for our wedding. 
And the dress! When’s the right time to go dress shopping?
For the engagement I ordered a bunch of dresses and had decided to wear white at first, but that dress was sold out. Then I decided on this cute pink dress and got the cutest shoes and accessories to match (need to upload pictures). One week before the party I received another package but thought that I’d just return it without opening it..
Don’t you guys think that I picked it up, opened it and fell in love with one of the dresses TWO days before my party? 
It was a white dress. 

Obviously I need to be more organized for the wedding. 
If you guys have any planning tips please let me know. 
Also should I start a wedding series?

I need to shout out a massive thank you to my sister and cousins. You guys are the best photographers/DJs/dress helpers. 
xox,
Laila 



» DECEMBER

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A lot has changed, so many exciting things are happening and I can’t wait to share it with you guys. 

As you may or may not know, I graduated this summer. Officially MSc now (in molecular biology). I started a new job and I’ve just been so busy with life (how cliche is that?).

I miss summer though, hence this super summery picture, where I literally was living in these ugly wide pants (so comfy and breezy) and a long sleeved tee. I got a thing for wide leg pants apparently. Should I do a style post? Do people still do that? 

Sometimes I feel like I should talk about more important things. It’s not all about what you wear or what you bought. Life is so much deeper than that and I really don’t want this blog to turn into a superficial platform portraying the perfect life, because my life is far from perfect. 
So help me out, what would you like more of? 
xox

» HAPPIEST TIME OF MY LIFE?

 
Picture from Lundakarnevalen 2018. Went to see Sabina Ddumba and Kaliffa and enjoy student life for the last time.
 
Guys I can't believe I'm graduating in a week! Well, the ceremony is in a week but my dissertation is in 3 weeks, but still.
 
6 years of mental breakdowns, juggling part-time jobs, a couple of re-takes, a semester abroad and some super cool nation brunches later I am graduating!
 
It hasn't been easy. In fact, it has been very challenging, both mentally and physically, with weight gain and weight loss, sleepless nights and 1 am phone calls trying to figure out the correct answer to the journal clubs questions. If I'm being completely honest, 8 times out of 10 I had no idea what I was doing. I never really fit in at Uni and completely hated my second year there, which ended up in me skipping all (not kidding: all!) lectures. Year 3-4 is when I found my place there and figured myself out. 
 
I was 17 when I started (turned 18 20 days later) and had no idea what I was doing or if it was the right course for me. Now I can't imagine myself doing anything else (unless I can travel for a living, in that case I'm lying).
 
I really don't feel like this is the happiest time of my life. Stressful? Yes. Nervwracking? Yes. But happy? Maybe I'll get into the spirit soon, but either way.
This is the final countdown
(please sing it in your head while you're reading this).
 
Also, would you guys be interested in a vlog on my graduation day/ceremony?
 
xox,
Laila

» RAMADAN KAREEM

 
Another year, another Ramadan. 
Ramadan Kareem my loves ♥
I wish you all a very blessed month.
 
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Ännu ett år, ännu en Ramadan-månad.
Ramadan Kareem älsklingar 
Jag önskar er alla en välsignad månad.
 

» LONDON BOUND

 
Hey guys!
It's been such a long time since I last checked in. Life's been crazy. Between course-work and lab (read: thesis) I've been trying to go to the gym (total fail) and maintain a somewhat decent social life, so the blog has been extremely neglected.
 
Two weekends ago I met my sister and cousins in London and we had the perfect weekend. Good food, fav museum and surprisingly no shopping. We also got robbed (my cousins phone was stolen and the police had to come by) and almost missed our flight home, not once but twice. It was such a dramatic weekend tbh but I can't wait till I see my girls next.
 
For now I'm trying to figure out what to wear for graduation, which is literally in 3 weeks! Can you believe it?
Would you guys like a graduation outfit inspo post?
 
xox

» WHERE I'D RATHER BE

 
Good morning loves!
I really wish I was somewhere warm and sunny rn but I'm in lab.
If anyone wants to ever test their sanity, go ahead and do your MSc. I was talking to my sister about what courses have been the most difficult during these 6 (!!!!!) years and I realized that no matter how much you complain about course labs or exams, nothing is more frustrating as doing an experiment for weeks on end only to have them fail. But then I love it at the same time. It's so exciting when you succeed with a method or when you actually understand your results.
2 months to go. 
Stress level: 150%
 
Let's do this!
xox,
Laila

» FOR THE LOVE OF SNEAKERS

 
It's not a secret that I wear sneakers more than any other shoe. They're comfy and they give me that homeless look that I apparently strive to achieve. 

Now I've gone and fallen in love with the Balenciaga's that everyone keeps talking about.. BUT I found a great dupe for them on Asos (my fav place to shop, of course). 
What do you guys think?
 
xox
 
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Jag klär mig i sneakers mer än jag egentligen borde. De är så otroligt sköna och ger mig väldigt effortless vibbar.
Nu har jag såklart gått och kärat ner mig i Balenciaga skorna som alla pratar om.. MEN jag hittade liknande skor på Asos (favvo sidan såklart).
Vad tycker ni?
 
xox
 

» COAT-SESSION



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Since winter doesn't seem to go away (it snowed a little bit today), I thought why not look for more winter coats. You guys know my obsession with coats - love them!
I'm obsessed with my beige camel coat, so I really want to find something similar in grey. 
What do you guys think?
xox

» HOW TO MONDAY: STUDY FOR FINALS ON A HOLIDAY

 
We've all been there. Finals are coming up, you're stressed af and you've got a couple of days (or a week) to go through all the course material and ace your exam.
You decide to book a trip for that one week. What do you do?
 
I've put together this guide to help you study for your exams while you're on holiday. This won't work if you haven't done anything throughout your course because you'll need all your lecture notes and assignments, labs, whatever to get through this while also enjoying your holiday (this is mainly for sunny holidays, no big city getaways).
 
1. You've booked your trip and your exam is in a three weeks.
Start summarizing the chapters. Highlight everything important. Go over anything you didn't fully grasp with your friends or teachers.
 
2. Try to find as many old exams as possible.
Trust me on this one. They'll be crucial for passing your exam because they'll act as a guide so you'll know what type of questions to expect and how many details you should focus on.
 
3. You've gone through old exams and you've summarized the important chapters.
Start making a one week plan for when you're gonna be away. It could go like this: wake up at 8 and study for 2 hours, have some breakfast, go on a walk/swim/sunbathe and study until lunch and then keep studying till dinner and take the rest of the night off. That's pretty much what I did. And I managed to get in both activities, getting sunburnt, gym and all that good stuff.
 
4. Pack a small whiteboard and create a group chat.
The whiteboard is for you to make mind maps of everything important + saves on bringing paper. And the group chat is so you can ask questions/explain things for your classmates. Nothing prepares your for an exam more than having someone ask you to explain something.
 
5. Remember that it's more important to understand the material than to memorize it.
 
Let me know if this was helpful and if you'd like more uni-related posts in the future.
Happy studying!
xox

» 2017 - LOOKING BACK, MOVING FORWARD

2017 was a great year. 
It has been the year where I can truly say that I've found myself. A year of growth. 
I lived on my own for the first time in my life, in a completely different country, and fell in love with the city.
London you're still my main boo (but Malmö you'll always be home).
I went on a great family trip to Egypt when I should've been studying for my molecular microbiology final (and ended up passing the exam by studying in between swims!).
I got call-backs to many interviews, some that I aced and some that I didn't.
I won employee of the year for my old job.. And went to my first ever job-gala type of event.
I finished my bachelor's thesis! And found a lab to start on my master's thesis.
I met great people. Some that touched my life for just a minute, and others that are still around.
 
2017 is the year where I learnt how to cook rice. I also learnt that sometimes electricity comes in sticks.. And that you shouldn't forget to top up your stick.
I crashed a wedding. Failed PCR (but never gave up). Lived 3 mins away from a cousin I never thought I'd like. I got obsessed with avocado toast.. and cookie shots. I played golf (!).
We had baby chicks. And a baby hugo (cat).
I met up with girls that I didn't know and we ended up chatting about life and everything in between.
 
It has been an amazing year to say the least, but it has also been filled with some wtf moments.
My most favorite moments of 2017 aren't captured in snaps or instagram pictures. They're the late night garden chillouts, the stranded moments past train hours where you'd be thankful for your friends that would come and rescue you. They're the late night phone calls, long ass videocalls to your fav people, that you can count on no matter where you guys are in the world. It's in the hugs when you'd meet your family or friends for the first time in months. It's in the coffee shots, hiking spots, makeup free days.
 
I learned that there's no place like home, but sometimes you have to spread out your wings and dive into unknown waters (basically fly and float?).
Here's to another great year ♥
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

» #LAILAINLONDONRERUN

 
 
 
 
 
 
I went back to my fav city in this whole wide world (a bit of an exaggeration going on) two weekends ago with my sister. We met at the airport in London (so cute right?) and then spent the weekend together (and with Mirriam).  
It was really nice having a break from everything with an all girls weekend. We had great food (seriously guys, you need to eat at Khan's in edgware road. Best Indian food I've ever had) , went shopping and had way too much churros at winter wonderland - but it was soooo worth it.
 
Here's to many more great weekends together.
xox
 
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Då åkte jag tillbaks till min absoluta favoritstad i hela världen för två veckor sen med min syster (överdriver lite såklart). Vi träffades på flygplatsen i London (skitgulligt visst?) och spenderade helgen tillsammans (och med Mirriam). 
Det var så skönt att pausa från allt och bara åka iväg ett par dagar och ha en 'girls weekend'. 
Vi åt god mat, shoppade och åt lite för mycket churros på winter wonderland - men det var sååå värt det.
 
Hoppas vi får fler underbara helger tillsammans.
xox
 

» MERRY CHRISTMAS

 
 
 
Merry Christmas you guys!
I had a super cozy christmas eve with my family yesterday. Food and movie marathon included.
 
Hope you guys had a lovely Christmas.
xox
 
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God jul hörni!
Jag hade en superhärlig julafton med familjen igår. Såklart med mat och en massa filmmys.
 
Hoppas att ni också har haft det mysigt.
xox

» THINGS THAT ARE MAKING ME HAPPY RN

 
1. All the pretty Christmas lights in this otherwise horrible weather.
2. Cute boots.
3. Cinnamon coffee! (mix instant coffee with milk, add hot water, add cinnamon, enjoy!).
4. Cream highlighters.
5. Everything that sparkles really. Glitter nails, tops, makeup. 
6. Gym. Never thought it would ever be on my happy list. But I am genuinely enjoying it.
7. Red nailpolish (fav is Essie's too too hot). There's something about nice nails that makes you feel like you can conquer the world.
8. Full tank (car). Seriously it's so underrated.
9. Clementines.
10. Good lab results. 
 
What's on your list?
xox
 
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1. Alla vackra ljusslingor i detta förfärliga väder.
2. Snygga stövlar.
3. Kaffe med kanel! (blanda snabbkaffe med mjölk, häll på vatten (kokt), på med lite kanel. Njut!).
4. Kräm/flytande (vad säger man?) highlighter.
5. Allt som glittrar. Glitter naglar, tröjor, smink.
6. Gym. Trodde aldrig att det skulle vara på min 'saker som gör mig lycklig'-lista. Men jag tycker att det är ganska kul nu.
7. Rött nagellack (min absoluta favorit är Essie's too too hot). Det är något med att ha snygga naglar, helt oslagbar känsla.
8. Fulltank (bil). Det bör uppskattas mer tycker jag.
9. Clementiner.
10. Bra resultat på labbet.
 
Vad finns på er lista?
xox

» LEAVING LONDON

My girls surprised me with these super cool balloons. How cute?!

My flight was at 8:30 PM on a Monday from Gatwick.
The days leading up to my flight were very emotional. We had a sleepover with Charlie (the cool blue haired scientist/journalist that I met at lab), hung out with Hind (fellow coffee addict who also doesn't mind her coffee getting cold for the sake of cute pictures) and said bye to a few other people. 
Mirriam and I decided that if we cried a few days before my departure, we wouldn't be as upset on the day. It kind of worked. Kind of.
 
I started packing my bags on Saturday. I don't know why I'm always so last minute with packing. And I realized last minute that not everything would fit in my 3 bags + hand luggage, so I left some for Mirriam to bring when she came to see me (a few weeks ago - more about that weekend later bc I was still paying for it in the form of a super long and annoying cold for weeks after).
 
On Saturday we just hung out in the area, went to Westfield, got everything I needed basically. And on Sunday we also decided to stay relatively close so we had dinner at Nando's and went to Olympic Park - and ended that day with milkshakes at Tinseltown (best milkshakes ever!) and movies + packing bc I was so last minute. On Monday I was carrying everything I didn't need/didn't want to throw away from my flat to Mirriams house (a 2 min walk). So I went back and forth many times. I also remembered last minute that I hadn't cleared out one of the cabinets (I literally only had 3 so I don't know how I forgot one). So I had to call the agency I was renting the place through and ask if they could just throw everything out for me. They were honestly the best, and if you're looking to rent a place in London, I can give you their contact deets.
 
The car ride to the airport was emotional. I had lived in a place, all by myself, for 6 months. It was 6 months of trial and error, 6 months of meeting new people and handling situations that I've never been in before. It was 6 months of something completely new, that by the end of it was so familiar and so hard to leave. I never thought how big of an impact London would leave on me, and I didn't think I would actually miss it. But it was 6 months of growth and change. When the plane landed in Copenhagen that night I knew my life would never be the same.
 It was as if everything had changed, but yet time had stood very still in Malmö. 
 
Here's to new adventures ♥
 
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Mitt flyg var klockan 20:30 på en måndag från Gatwick.
Dagarna innan var väldigt känslofyllda. Vi hade en sleepover med Charlie (den coola blå håriga biologen/journalisten som jag träffade på labbet), hängde med Hind (vi delar samma kaffeberoende och offrar varmt kaffe för att få till bra bilder) och sa hejdå till flera andra människor.
Mirriam och jag bestämde att om vi gråter ett par dagar innan jag åkte, skulle vi inte vara lika upprörda samma dag. Det funkade. Typ.
 
Jag började packa mina väskor på lördag. Jag vet faktikst inte varför jag alltid är sista minuten med sånt. Och upptäckte (för sent) att jag inte skulle få plats med allt i 3 väskor + hand bagage, så jag lämnade några saker hos Mirriam som hon fick ta med när hon besökte mig (för ett par veckor sen - mer om det senare).
 
På lördag höll vi oss till området, åkte till Westfield och fick allting gjort (med alla köp osv). På söndag bestämde vi oss för att göra något kul, men ändå hålla oss nära så vi åt på Nando's och gick runt i Olympic Park och avslutade dagen med milkshakes i Tinseltown (världens godaste milkshakes!) och film mys + mer packning för att allt inte var klart. På måndag fick jag gå fram och tillbaks mellan mitt och Mirriams hus för att lämna över saker som jag inte kunde/ville slänga. Det är en ca 2 min promenad dit, så det blev flera promenader. Jag kom också på att jag inte hade rensat ett av mina skåp (jag hade bara 3 skåp så jag fattar inte hur jag kunde glömma). Jag fick ringa mäklaren som jag hyrde stället genom, och frågade lite snällt om de kunde slänga allt. De var helt ärligt jättebra, och om ni letar efter bra mäklare i London området, så kan jag ge er deras kontaktuppgifter.
 
Bilresan till flygplatsen var väldigt känslosam. Jag hade bott på ett ställe, helt själv, under 6 månader. Det var 6 månader av både misslyckade och lyckade beslut, 6 månader av att träffa nya människor och ta mig igenom situationer jag inte tidigare har varit i. Det var helt enkelt 6 månader av något helt nytt, så att det till slut kändes som hemma och då var det svårt att lämna det. Jag trodde inte att London skulle ha ett så stort inflytande på mig och att det skulle sätta så djupa spår. Jag trodde heller inte att jag skulle sakna det.
När flyget landade i Köpenhamn den kvällen visste jag att mitt liv inte skulle bli densamma. 
Det var som att allt hade förändrats, men ändå hade tiden stått still i Malmö.
 
Nu kör vi mot nya äventyr ♥

» HALLOWEEN 2017

 
 
 
 
 
Because of finals (as always), I wasn't very creative with my halloween costume this year so I opted for a makeup look instead. I decided to be melted ice cream/candy/diabetes aka the deadliest thing ever. 
Sadly I don't have a blog friendly picture with the full outfit (aka just a dress because I'm boring).
 
What did you guys do for halloween?
xox
 
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På grund av tentaperiod kunde jag inte vara så kreativ med min halloween outfit i år så jag körde bara på en sminkning istället. Jag var smält glass/godis/diabetes som också är det mest dödliga (läskigt sådär kanske?).
Såklart har jag ingen bild på hela outfiten som består av en vanlig klänning för jag är lite tråkig.
 
Vad gjorde ni på halloween?
 xox