» FEAR

Fear is a powerful feeling. It's frightening, but yet you become extremely thankful for what you have..
 
The fear of losing someone important in my life makes me want to stand on the top of a hill and just scream - scream for days until my voice is compeletely gone and my eyes dry as rocks. But you got to keep your head up and your mouth shut - and be strong for the other people in your life..
 
This is truly a feeling I wouldn't wish upon anyone.. and I'm not writing all of this to make you guys feel sorry for me. I'm writing it to feel better, to somehow take away some of the fear. 
 
I also should add that I might not blog for a while. I don't want to turn this blog into a depressing downhill rollarcoaster; so I'll stop blogging for a that reason..
 
Take care of yourselves and the people in your lives, lovelies..
xx
/L
 
Picture is from here.

» HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAD!

Today is not an ordinary day because it's my fathers birthday!
I woke up way too early to have a family breakfast and present unwrapping..

Let's just say that the most difficult task, or thing, you can do is finding a perfect gift for the men/guys in your life.. My father in particular since he strongly believes in not having that many clothes.. "You should wear what you have, throw it away and THEN get new things".. So can you guys sense my/our dilemma?

Anyways, happy birthday to my sweet, lovely, caring Dad; I'm very proud to be your daughter.
Love
xx
/L

PS. Sorry for the horribly taken pictures. I couldn't bother snapping pictures with my camera - my phone all the way! LOL.


» FIGURING OUT THE HYPE

Since I'm practically 'free' from uni this week (except for tomorrow and because I've done all my labs), I've been chilling around the house in cute dresses (not joking). But slouching around the house, studying, and not going out to do anything fun can be a bit depressing.. So a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do (LOL) - aka shopping. Or should I say "shopping".. There's only garbage in every store, nothing nice, nothing wearable, nothing interesting or new.. 
 
BUT, makeup and nailpolishes are ALWAYS nice! So I got myself three Essie polishes to figure out the hype people have been obsessing about!
 
RecessionistaStylenomics and Don't Sweater It.
 
Will try them out and review them!
Have you tried an Essie polish? What do you think?
xx
/L

» BEFORE I DIE

Cause this is what you do in the middle of the night if you are cool like me (translates to I-can't-bother-to-study-and-I'm-getting-way-too-tired-which-makes-me-very-hyper).
So here are just some of the things on my bucket list - be warned; there are a lot of pictures..
 
Some of the things are already done, some are not, but that's how life is - half done! (not making any sense, I suppose).
All the picutres are from here.

» WHAT I LOVE TO WEAR

Let's face it, we don't all have a huge closet with 1000 tops and a billion pants.. This means that we repeat our outfits, alot! Even though some of you - or I - follow the "one week rule" = don't repeat an outfit you wore on monday on friday and etc. And the two day rule (is there any two day rules?) = don't repeat the same shirt/top/blouse or any particular item you wore yesterday today (even though I don't mind wearing the same pants/jeans that are in a solid color two days in a row).
 
With all that being said, I really love love love the outfit combo below; printed pants, black blouse and black cardigan (and of course a coat since the sun doesn't like us..).
 
 
Do you have any particular outfit you love to wear?
xx
/L

» MARGIELA X H&M

So, what did I do today? (this was supposed to go up on the Margiela x H&Mrelease).
 
I searched for the top that I wanted (in the mens section).. And guess what? It wasn't there.. So I assumed that it was sold out.. The lady that worked there told me to check if someone would return it, which made me end up standing outside the mens fitting room, in a desperate wait..
 
I gave up a few minutes later and went back to the womens section, picked up a book (yes, they sell books.. Or just one book - about fashion. Surprise, surprise..).. After looking around in the womes section, without any luck of finding anything, I thought I'd head back to the mens section one last time. And there it was! Waiting for me - a couple sizes too big, but I couldn't resist getting it anyways since it was the last one.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Way too many pictures of one shirt. But I love it! It's very laid back which means that it can be dressed up (with just throwing on a big necklace), or dressed down with jeans and boots.
xx
/L

» A PEAK INTO MY NEWLY ORGANIZED LIFE

I organized my closet, as I had written it down on my to-do-list of the day.. 
When I organize my closet, I always end up organizing my whole room, and changing stuff up at my nightstand and my everyday-makeup-area (although I didn't do that this time..)..
 
So here's a quick peak into my room and closet!
 
I love the simplicity of a magazine rolled up in a vase - it looks very chic (if I may say so myself).
My current favorite cream and a lipbalm are always resting on my nightstand - because of my awefully
dry lips.. And I added a book I'm currently reading under a silver plate with my everyday jewlery.
My current favorites. Last month I was crazy for everything gold.. But this month I've been rocking my 
silver! (LOL at that!).
Fashion Now - is all about fashion.. I love reading and I love fashion - so this is the best of both worlds!
And the best thing? I got it from H&M (yes, they sell books - or one book)..
Ok, so I'm a makeup girl.. And I've epanded my "makeup collection" over the years. I could literally
just take out my nice, glittery eyeshadows and stare at them. They're too pretty to be hidden!
But this area is my go-to makeup (the makeup I wear on an everyday basis). But it needs to be cleared
out and stashed with the rest of the makeup I don't use that often..
The white hangars are killing me.. But I'm out of black ones.. I usually organize my clothes from light
to dark to be able to decide what color to wear easily. And catagorizing looks too messy.
My favorite bracelets in a jewlery-organization-thing that I got for my b-day but haven't used!
That way I can find the things I'm looking for easier - and not throw everything out on my bed to hunt 
for a certain bracelet!
Some cocktail rings.
This is a quote I absolutely love! I hang quotes on my mirror - to remind myself of certain stuff and to
put a smile on my dull face (jokes jokes - but it's inspiring to read them every morning!).
My current favorite bags! (and some nicer bags that I can't store with the rest of them!).
Ok, this is cheesier than cheesy.. I hung it behind my dresses (so it can't be seen) last year when I got 
it from the BD part 1 premier. I should prooobably take it down, but again, I'm such a child sometimes 
that I want to keep it up!
 
Now I'll head back to the extremely long and boring date with my genetics book..
xx
/L 
 
PS. I will show you the Margiela x H&M top tomorrow! (as promised, but a couple days late - or way too late).

» I'LL BE YOUR SUNSHINE

Good morning sunshines!
No sun peeking from my window today, which isn't a pleasant thing..
 
I woke up from the right side today, so my mood is climbing mount everest (weird joke? yes indeed..).
 
A peak of my to-do-list of the day:
1. Organize my room (closet!).
2. Study study study..
3. Work on a little project (that I WILL show you!).
4. Face mask, scrub and hair mask.
5. Paint my nails.
 
Fresh rasberry smoothie, green tea with honey and berries = delicious breakfast!
 
xx
/L

» EVEN MY GRANDMOTHER FELL IN LOVE!

Catchy title, right?
Well, that's part of my evil plan - haha! No it's not.. Stop lying Laila! (talking to myself is not retarded at all, is it?).

Anyhow. You know the top I got from Margiela x H&M yesterday? I wore it today hahah - yes, I have a thing where I NEED to wear whatever I got the ext day (or the same, if possible).. When I got to my grandmas house, she immediately told me how nice it was - and when I told her that it's a menswear, she got a bit surprised.

I want more dupes for it - anything similar! A picture of it will be up once I get a proper picture of my top - with the camera and not my phone :P

Did you fall in love with the Margiela x H&M collaboration?


» POSING WITH MY COFFEE

Good morning lovelies! 
It's (almost) the perfect day for a collection (or should I say collaboration?) release! The weather is not too cold - and that, my friends, is always a plus!
 
Since I have a late lab class, me and my mom thought of going to take a peak of the Maison Martin Margiela collaboration at H&M. I did my homework yesterday; looked for the items I wanted and to get an overview of the collection. Let's just say that it's not my favorite.. They had some nice dresses and gorgeous shoes, but other than that, I was disappointed..
Until, I clicked on the menswear - I fell in love with a top!
 
Posing with my coffee and newly manicured nails! (and let's not forget about the ring haha!).
(Trying to pull off some Audrey-esque brows, any success? :P)
 
So I will head over to H&M and see if it's there,
wish me luck!
xx
/L

» GIFT IDEAS - MOM

Picking out the perfect gift for someone can be very difficult.. And when that special someone is your mother, you want the gift to be special..
 
When I was younger, I used to get my mother tons and tons of bath bombs, horribly hand-written cards and a tiny flower bouquet that I had plucked. It doesn't sound very fancy, does it? But I believe that a gift comes from the heart; after all, it's the thought that counts!
 
Since a reader asked me what to get for his/her mom, I thought I'd put together this post.
 
M: Hi ! Nice blog you have. You seem to know a lot about gifts and such. Any idea what to buy for a mum? What do you usually buy to your mother, as a gift? Thanks :)

Thank you lovely, I hope this post will inspire you! x
 
GIFT IDEAS - MOM!
 
GIFT IDEAS - MOM! by llalila featuring a diamonds perfume
I usually get my mom a giftbox, filled with body goodies (lotions, scrubs, masks, etc), flowers, perfumes, and the list goes on..
I've also noticed that moms . or my mom - are constantly on the hunt for a black bag (but they never go out there and get one!).. So why don't you get her the perfect black bag? Or a nice lipstick? 
 
Is she's not into makeup, bags and all that stuff, why not get her a cookbook and some candles?
 
I hope that these gift ideas have helped you - or brought you some inspiration on what to get your mother!
Do you beauties have any ideas?
xx
/L

» ONLY A VAMPIRE CAN LOVE YOU FOREVER

The above is cheesier than cheesy - but thats how it is sometimes!
 
So, as you might guess from the title (and from other sources), the final movie of the Twilight Saga (Breaking Dawn part 2) is premiering tomorrow! But, being a cool kid (it's a joke), I'm going to the "preview" - Twinight, which basically means that you get to see Breaking Dawn part 1 and 2
 
Guess if I'm excited? YES! Hahah, I feel 14 again.. Although I'm excited that I get to see the last movie, I've grown up a lot since I first read the books (13, 14-ish 4 or 5 years ago.. wow, I'm getting old.. Tick tock hahah!).. and I'm not much of a Twilight fanatic now, compared to how I used to be.. Drooling all over Edward.. (Seriously?!).
 
Anyhow, another part of my life is reaching its end.. First Harry Potter (that I literally grew up with - and I guess that most of you guys in my age did too), and now Twilight.. It's a bit sad, isn't it? To realize that you are growing up - I mean, I'm practically an adult!
 
My Twilight-inspired nails, featuring the movie ticket(s) :')
 
Will you guys watch the 'epic finale', that according to the posters 'will live forever' (and I think that they will..)?
xx
/L

» NOT ONLY VAMPIRES SPARKLE..

..or I might be one?!
 
Twilight fever, everyone. It's kicking in! 
Sparkling vampires, gorgeous faces, love stories - get into the vampy-twilight-spirit with glitter nails!
 
I love, love love sparkly mani!
A nail trend I've been loving is to paint the ringfinger another color! (Or in this case; a shade darker - that 
isn't shown very well in the picture..).
 
I'm wearing;
IsaDora wonder nail in North Star (749) - on most of my nails.
MaxFactor mini nail polish in Silver (20) - on my ring fingers.
 
I love the IsaDora wonder nail - nailpolishes. They don't chip after a day (like other nailpolishes that I won't even mention..). I've had this nailpolish on for three days - and so far it's all good!
 
I might review the IsaDora polishes - since I love them!
xx
/L

» THIS WEEK - GOSSIP GIRL, RINGS, SMOOTHIES AND MORE!

Since I'm not blogging daily, I thought that the least I could do is update you guys about my week - weekly! 
 
Since the scar on my hand hasn't healed - I've been trying to boost the healing with aloe vera! And I've
been told that it does miracles to your skin.. Aloe vera on my face is the new thing!
As usual - Gossip Girl.
Healthy breakfasts - smoothies and berries has become an addiction..
This picture says it all.. Elie Saab ♥
Food cravings - late hours..
A newly discovered favorite - the engagement ring (jokes jokes); but it does look like one, kind of haha!
I stole it from my mom :D (and it's not an engagement ring!).
Getting "prepped up" at Huden i Centrum..
A late night - with strawberry smoothie and salmon risotto - at TGIF. It was a class reunion!
 

This week has gone by very fast.. And it was hectic.. 
Something tells me that next week is gonna be ten times more stressful.. 

How has your week been so far?
xx
/L

» LIVING IN VELVET

I've developed a love for everything velvet! The problem? I can't seem to find anything anywhere
To ease my frustration, I created a dream-velvet-outfit (that I'd love to wear anytime!).
 
Living in velvet
 
Living in velvet by llalila featuring velvet pants
 
Everything from velvet pants, to velvet accessories to shoes - oh the shoes!
What do you guys think? Would you stroll around in this outfit?
xx
/L

» PRETTY IN BLACK

I'm obsessed with black outfits, silver jewlery and simple boots (or oxfords!). Short tops and long cardigans with skinny jeans looks really nice, and effortless.
 
My fall staple is a nice, long, warm black cardigan, many simple tops - in need of something peplum (!) - basic jewlery and big black bags! Well, I've always been a fan of big, bulky bags haha!
For makeup, I'm going more towards no-shimmer, no-contour, gel liner and lashy eyes - and natural brows! Don't worry though, no uni-brow going on here LOL; but I've stopped getting them done professionally. I actually think that it looks better with natural home-plucked-not-overly-plucked-not-too-perfect brows this time of a year!
 
With no further do of turning this into a makeup-beauty post, I just wanted to share my go-to outfit this month (or fall!).
 
 
PRETTY IN BLACK
 
PRETTY IN BLACK by llalila featuring slim fit jeans
 
Do you have any go-to outfits? ♥
 

» TAG: THIS OR THAT?

love love love reading other peoples tags (or watching YouTube tags), so I thought I'd give this a try! And beware lovelies, there will be many many many more tags to come! (Why am I tripling my words?)
 
Picture from here.
Coke or Pepsi?
Am I the only one that can't taste the difference? But I always go with pepsi (or try to)!

Ice cream or frozen yogurt? 
Well.. I just recently "discovered" frozen yogurt and I loved it! But I like ice cream too! Ben and Jerry's - heavenly.

Clothes or makeup? 
Now this is hard.. I'm a a makeup girl, but I love clothes too! But then again, I'm a big believer of the power of makeup.. You can wear plain jeans and a basic black top but glam it up with a bright pout and bold brows! 
 
Hairspray or frizz lotion? 
Scarf - like a cooling! Lol! 
I don't like hairsprays - except for when wearing my hair curly, that's when hairspray comes in handy! Other than that I opt for a frizz lotion (silk lotion).

T.V or book? 
I love reading. But ever since uni started, I've barely read - except for boring course books. And I don't watch T.V much. Computer (laptop) all the way! :D

Pool or beach? 
Beach! Sharjah Ladies Health club - I miss you! :')

Water or soda? 
Water! I need my H2O ;)

Sandals or boots?
Depends on the season.. But I'd go for ballerinas - all the way! (Boots for winter).

Purse or backpack? 
Purse!

Team Jacob or Team Edward? 
Team Edward; cause only a vampire can love you forever! LOL, that's so cheesy!

Wizards of Waverly Place or Hannah Montana? 
... I hope that these dots explain my feelings towards these shows.. Or I shouldn't judge since I haven't watched either.

Mall or online shopping? 
Mall! The feeling of carrying 10 shopping bags (exaggeration, I hope..) is awesoooome! But online shopping is fun too!

Tennis or soccer? 
Soccer - ALL THE WAY! F.C. Barcelona ♥

MAC or Maybelline? 
MAC concealer (studio finish and pro longwear - I haven't tried many MAC products) and Maybelline limited edition blushes - they've changed my life :') along with the Fit Me powder! And their mascaras.. AND the gel liner! I love Maybelline! 
 
Now I tag you guys to do this tag!

» ONE WEEK

It feels like I haven't talked to you guys (not that anyone is replying - so it's more of a monologue hahah!), but here I go! 
 
I went to a Halloween party as Audrey Hepburn (my all time favorite makeup icon - and fashion!).. The 
tiara featured in the picture is my grandmas, which kind of gives it a vintage-ish feel. AND she wore it on 
her wedding day (yes, I took good care of it!) - a part of it has fallen off (not because of me, but a long time
ago!).. and that's what's left of it..
I helped my aunt and cousin - B - moving! It was FUN decorating and unpacking :D
I fell.. Yes, you read it right. I FELL! Oh I just want to laugh out loud (wow.. that's LOL! lol at that!).. I was
racing to the car - to sit in the front seat.. - and on my way running, I slipped (since the ground was weird),
fell, broke my phone, scraped my chin and hands.. So now I've got a disgusting red scar (not a deep one)
in my chin.. Thank God for makeup! And disgusting hands - painful painful..
Chinese food, chinese tea and other yummies at my friends bday gathering. I had a lot of fun with my
gorgeous chinese ladies ♥
 
That's practically what I've been up to lately - and I've been studying to a huge exam that I had on friday.. Tomorrow is the first day of my new course (genetics) and I have no idea what to wear. Yes, it is a dilemma for me.. Why? Because a first impression is everything. I want something that says 'I'm smart, but I'm not a geek. I'm not trying too much, but I'm not being unfashionable' (is that even a word?).. So I refuse to sleep until I know what to wear!
 
How are you lovelies doing? ♥